Scared

My happiness is not dependent upon my happiness. Peace is not dependent upon peace. Happiness and peace result simply from placing my awareness on the recognition that it is here before any of my experiences.

I feel scared because of how ties are felt to be cut, because of how expectations are felt to be lifted, and there is uncertainty of how exactly to proceed. If suffering comes solely from resistance to experience, and if I don't resist my experience and don't depend on anything, if I don't need anything, if I don't try to be anything or know anything...what then? Well, as Rupert Spira is saying in this video I'm currently listening to...

"When everything that we can let go of is let go of 

then that for which we long above all else 

shines by itself. "